I'm sorry Lethn, but you're such a childish which already give up so easily if you're done with it, stuck with it or others excuses.
I'm in such a desperate situation as yours in the first place barging here at IFX because everyone around me, persons that I know actually doesn't make any sense to tell me what to do, they're simply pointing me a child with million dreams. But I got the skills, just don't have enough money to break my boundaries. Sorry if I brought my personal problems here.
So in fact, one question, Lethn: DID you ever love doing it with your heart?
If yes, whatever happens, whatever people muttering or babbling around you, PROOF IT THEY'RE WRONG! Off course with your improved skills.
I've been doing 3D sculpting right now, because I always sketching anatomy in my free time.
So the best part is; start to learn the form. I see you're doing good in skeleton study, I'll see what can I do to help you.
May the force be with you, Young Lethn. 
:: Digital Shapeshifter ::